She had noticed my sign inviting her in to ‘relax, de-stress and heal‘ and as she shyly stepped in the door she whispered to me that she had spent most of her life suicidal.
After quickly ascertaining that she was under the care of a psychologist, I asked her what she hoped I could do for her today.
Her response was to tell me that she just wanted to feel better and that she was comfortable with seeing psychics and energy healers.
She also mentioned that she was alone and lonely and her grown children did not like her and she felt as though no-one wanted her around.
It felt right to continue and so I asked her to sit and stood behind her with my hands on her shoulders to start, and it started.
There was some energy healing done generally and then I was told by my guides to place my hands over the back of her heart and so I placed my hands between her shoulder blades.
I know when doing this that the Masters who work through me are working on opening a closed heart and as expected I began to see a tiny sliver of light from my hands through to her heart all the while becoming aware that this would be hard work for her and that her heart was stone cold and hard as rock, having been shut down a long time ago.
I watched as her story in pictures floated before my eyes finishing as quickly as it had started and leaving me today with no impression or idea of any details about her life but a deep feeling of sadness.
Then, as sometimes happens in session, a portal opened before her and I watched as an angel reached out just one hand and with one finger extended, touched her heart.
I saw then a teeny tiny crack open up and light began to beam out of her chest…it was only a very thin beam of light but it was enough.
At the end of the session we shared words urging her to be more loving of self and forgiving of the past.
This lady has since called me a number of times to tell me more about her story, her mistakes and all the wrong done to her in the past and we continue to urge her to forgive and love…we will never stop urging this.
We will continue to offer her tools to re-train her brain and stop the negative thinking that loops around in there over and over and over and over again reminding her of all that has gone wrong and telling her that it will continue to go wrong. In the meantime we have been encouraging her to get out into the community and offer her help to others.
There are many elderly people alone and lonely, there are lots of ill people looking for someone to share their burdens and in need of someone to hear them and so as our new friend keeps herself busy with others troubles, her mind loop won’t be as loud as it is when she is home alone.
It is where she will have her own needs met and it is in giving that she will receive.
As she heals others through her being a shoulder and an ear for them, she will heal herself.
How can you be the healer and be healed today?A note: I make no claim to be responsible for any healing and simply share all that I see, hear and feel from my very human perspective. Every day, as a skeptic and yet also a see'r I argue back and forth between science and spirituality seeing the validity of it all without claiming ownership of any of it. Or in a few words 'it is what it is'.